worth waiting?
i realise i have been detached from the gits since O's started. boo.
i realise i have been depressed since O's started.
i realise i have been acting since O's started.
i realise i have been trying to be happy when i am not since O's started.
i realise i have been tired since O's started.
i realise i have been missing out a lot of fun since O's started.
i realise i have been treating O's as an excuse for everything since O's started.
and
i realise i have been feeling tired not just cos O's started.
it's just an excuse.
worth waiting?
why not?
but what's the end result?
when is the end-point?
will it be soon?
i waited everyday.
i dunno what i am waiting for though.
for time to pass and O's to end maybe.
tht agony...
is worse than just not knowing what will be out for O's in the next paper.
tht heartbreak...
is worse than just knowing that u studied hard for a paper but u screwed it up.
give up? or not?