road run and fifa world cup
today morning we got road run... top 20 got medals... i got 21. boo... but it doesnt matter... I RAN! whee! lolx... for the first time in my nanhua life i ran all the way in the x country or road run. lolx. nice me right. i got 21... yayayayayay!!!
career fair was boring and we went to the fifa world cup tour instead. i took photos with the world cup.. how i wish i can touch it. lolx... it's pure gold right? wahahaha... no wonder the soccer players feel so contented by touching it. over there so filled with nan hua pupils can... i like the 3D presentation... makes you want to watch the real match itself. :) maybe i am supporting brazil or england this year... i dunno... hahas... but bound to be this two ba.
the road run didnt end up the way i wanted it to be la... but i just want to let my class ppl know that if you have chosen me to be soft and accepting wht u guys do so tht u can be a free class, i will step down then. i know i shldnt have shouted, but if i hadnt would u guys have moved? i am sorry i shouted yeaa... because i am not feeling well... u can ask angela... and i have to control over a big class with no teachers and uncooperative boys and girls who are all unwilling to go out into the sun. and it was not the first time u were told to get into ur lines... i presume mrs b lim did tell you to? and wht's with walking all the way back there once they said it. and i called you girls to move up front once and u didnt? put urselves in my shoes k... mrs lim is not here. mrs lim lye sim wants to be report to her abt our class regularly. and she was like why ur class not settled down. if i hadnt been under such pressure i wldnt have shouted... and if you girls can stop being so whiny and get under the sun and get tht settled fast i wldnt have shouted. and why did i shout? because i expected u girls to cooperate better than the boys. but u just prove to be just as uncooperative, sorry to say tht. and wht's with tht "why can the boys stay under the tent and i cant" attitude. u are putting me in a damn difficult position. u know how uncooperative the boys are. u noe i didnt want them to stay there. u know i went over to talk to them. u know tht shouting wont work for them. well... if u ppl think i am trying to be soft with the guys or sth... i can step down any moment. i care for the class... and perhaps a little too much. why in the world would i rush to get the class tee shirts and rush back to school and rush home and rush to west coast the next morning? i can save a lot of hassle by brining it back home and be late for road run for all i care. i can even not print the shirts. i dont want to shout at u ppl and girls, it's not tht i havent shouted at the guys before. in class i always shout at them. and during pe... why do guys have to take shortcuts and girls have to walk all the way? why do girls always follow jasmine and if she doesnt play u girls all dont want to play either? wht's with tht attitude? and how long do you GUYS have to get a LETTER on A PIECE OF PAPER done for the noticeboard?!! dont expect me to do them for you. when are u ever going to learn to be responsible?
i am sorry i just shouted at u girls ok? you girls wanted me to explain wht happened but i am really tired on the bus and i really wanted to get some sleep tht i couldnt be bothered. i am already trying to give in as much as i can but i have my limits. i can only give tht much but apparently the class doesnt understand. i have my stuffs to do. i have rules to follow. i have expectations to live up to. i cant give you anything u want. u have to give in to me at times too. the class just doesnt listen and it takes abt 10 mins to get one message across to the whole class. i am really disappointed with the class. and one thing... over tht cheering thing, i was told not to cheer. just to clarify things. if you are unsatisfied with this, sorry, but i wont explain any further... i just ask for you ppl to be more understanding, cooperative, responsible and more enthusiastic. tht's all.
