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30 March 2006
it's ok it's all right
we lost nygh... we lost tkgs...

this aint our year for nationals...

i cried for an hour +++ ytd... everything turned out as per normal after tht. i went home, atched tv and slept... i feel so slack... all of a sudden, there's something empty in my heart, in my stomach... it was a long time before it started sinking in all over again... 2 matches more... 2 trainings more... and i will have to leave softball... to me... softball is my life... my first love... i even got my first kiss on the cheek by tht ball when i played in the league...

most of my beautiful memories are shared with the hurricanes... my coach.. my team mates... mr chng aka daddy... ms saw adn mrs choong.. nothing in nan hua can make my life happier... softball pushes me to go on... softball gives me hope... softball gives me happiness... i have depended on softball to give me victory, hope, satisfaction, happiness, determination... i found my best friends in the team... i found my real love for sports in these few years being on the team...

this year aint my best.. i got benched at times but i know tht i will be put in to play.. i aint the best... i aint the worst either... tht feeling was neither here nor there. i feel dejected at times at not being the best... i feel sad... but tht feeling didnt make me give up. softball is my life... giving it up would mean i give up my life.

i thought it through... one whole night... i didnt cry after i reached home... it's hard to accept the fact.. but heyy.. we got into src finals.. we even got third... something we havent done before... we all noe tht we still aint the best.. but we are the third best.. we beat some teams which we havent beaten before. we are the third best and the top 3 all in the same nationals grp... too bad for us... lucky for the other grp. we noe we are the perfect hurricanes team forever. no one can beat tht spirit in us.. they can take away our victory.. but they can nv take away our spirit within. c'mon guys... stay happy and cheerful.. next year, our juniors will beat 'em, wont they? ;)

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