is this it?
this week is the most stressful week i ever had. quarrelled with my mum and now a cold war is raging inside the house... worrying over my results which still sucks as much as ever... this is wht kinda life man... not to mention i didnt get to play in zones was pretty demoralising even though coach said being a closer is as impt as being the main pitcher. well... it's ncie to know tht i am impt... but it'll be even nicer to get to play and get the sense of satisfaction and victory if we ever win. tht will mean tht victory will belong to the whole team and i played a part in it. this morning i told angela tht if we ever get gold in zones, i would rather not want a medal tht i have not played a part in it before. i meant tht i would rather play and get the medal so i will be happy myself. of cos one will wht. i think she misinterpreted my words and she just scolded me for a bad attitude den she refused to talk to me half of the day. i dunno wht she interpreted it as but her reaction was quite big. -_-''' next time i shall just keep my mouth shut abt softball since she thinks i have nothing nice to say abt it anw. being benched isnt nice at all. how i long to have tht feeling of victory while standing in my pitcher's circle again. i will give everything i have to play. but since xy is better than me and she did REALLY REALLY WELL in the aes match, i know i have no match against her and neither am i gonna really go all out to snatch it back during this time of the year when the season is gng on. WAY TO GO XY! you rockk my world.
well... schools has some stupid lame malay project gng on and i am kinda irritated by it. i wanna get the rehearsals done and over with and yet my class procrastinated despite agreeing to stay back during lunch time this whole week. so we had this quick rehearsal today and i think half the class did really well while some of those singing Chan Mali Chan sounds a bit dead and i think i am one of them. lolx. nevertheless... it was fun ba, i think. all the best tmr, guys. ivan had better do his own work. boo.
being class chairman isnt easy. esp with such a rowdy class like mine. i think 408 has improved lots in terms of class spirit. at least more boys are willing to participate and more are responding during classes, which is a good sign. but i must really thankk yihang and cheewee for helping me control this class. =) thanks guys. i chose the right person for vice-chairman and i am glad i am sitting in front of a borned leader who gives great advices. =p