hospital

sad and worried
Parents... why do they quarrel over little things like who favours who? well.. my sis was hospitalised cos she was having high fever and that triggered off lung infection. so my whole family had to juggle our time between home and work. and i really wanted to finish off with geog and physics hmk but had to put them on hold. and there was my dad, who was angry cos my sis refused to listen to his advices and nagging to sleep earlier and what-nots and now her immune system is low and that is why she has fallen sick. while my mum thinks that my dad is angry because he is stingy over the medical fees which are really high. so they quarreled. yeah. they quarreled last night and dont think i havent heard them. my mum was saying dad shows favouritism towards me and so refuses to pay my sis's medical bills. then my dad said he said nothing of that sort and he wanted to foot the bill just that it's a bit hard cos our family isn't rich. then my mum refuses to listen to him and they quarreled. then my dad says mum favours sis cos she only takes care of sis now and ask me to rush here and there to get ready her stuff. i got told off for asking to repeat what i have to prepare for her. i got really irritated but since she was the one who needed attention i let it pass. but dad was like so bs la... so today morning, i woke up at 6am cos i couldnt get to sleep while worrying for my sis. i heard them snapping at each other again. so i forced myself to sleep and woke up at 8am to find my dad off to work and my mum washing the clothes. i asked about dad she pretended nothing happened. well... why quarrel at home then? both my mum and dad are ever so ego-isitc that any small comments like you are ridiculous sets them off into a shouting match. and they think they are quarreling like mice and i cant hear them. i can perfectly well hear you my dear parents. another time and i am moving in to the hospital to stay there with my sis and u can quarrel for all i care. i cant be bothered with you. yes. my dad favours me and my mum favours my sis. isnt that fair already? one for each of you. well. but i am gonna sae if they fall out on each other i am siding neither cos they will just incense themselves. not my prob. i am worried abt sis now and i cant be bothered with them. and what stupid doctor who is only gonna return on tues? why ask my sis to get warded since yesterday then? bullshit. gth sgh.