two more papers to go
1 week gone.. my blogg cobwebbed. lolx.. i still have physics and geog to go for eoy.. hahas.. i am sure i failed chem and a maths.. now for sciences must depend on physics le.. yeah.. and i answered qns wrongly for geog la.. i mean paper 2.. damn shitt. and a maths.. even praying to god wont help me now la.. and let's not talkk abt chem.. i cried after the paper.. tht's how bad i did.. cos i freaked out.. really. forogt everything from the 1st mcq qn to the last SEQ qn.. i was like damn stressed la.. real sad.. like.. piaed so hard in the end freaked out and forget everything... even god cant help me with tht le..

had 3 hours of sleep each dae on wed and thurs.. so now damn tired.. cos of geog.. cos of A MATHS.. omgg la.. joel teoh is madd. wth.. and my mum ask why i dunno.. i sae cos i dunno la.. she sae cos i not hardworking.. den i sae ok lorr.. i not hardworking might as well drop the subject. since i from young she scold me stupid le.. fine la.. i very hurt lor.. i pia like mad.. struggled with it like mad.. den she sae i not hardworking.. i am serious bat dropping a maths kaes.. she dun believe i go apply to drop a maths for her to see. everytime liddat de.. where got mothers like tht de.. now u guys noe why i dun feel like gng home when she's at home? better stay outside than listen to her sae all these kinda things right? like i study for nothing like tht lorr.. wht the hell.. wht kinda mother is she.. onli love my sis saying how clever she is.. clever la.. dun acknowledge the idiot me be daughter lorr.. fine lorr.. tml morning i am not gonna talk to her.. not gonna talk to her for the whole day. she can talk to me for all i care.. i have no rights to be her daughter cos i am stupid.