7 retainees?
ok.. so all the results are out.. and i have like wht.. 53.25%.. not even a 60%.. why liddat? and i almost cried when i heard tht my class is last in lvl and there are ppl gonna retain in our class.. why? kaisheng left le.. den sho many ppl gonna retain.. wht the hell is happening to my class?
yeah.. i thought i shldnt care since there isnt much class spirit in our class.. out class really has no study mood.. one influence another to play maple etc. wht is this class gng to be? the guys ignore the gals.. the guys treat the gals as though we are not in any form of existence.. class outing pang seh all of us cos ernest pang seh them the day before. maybe they onli targetting ernest.. but there are girls there too.. and siong aik and eng ngee and ivan.. they dun treat us gals as if we are part of 308.. during lunch wanna sit at the table next to them they shift to another row.. why shld i feel sad tht those ppl gotta be retained? cos they nv pass english and failed overall?
sadly to sae.. i thinkk some really deserve it.. spend time with boyfriends.. make up all sorts of reasons to pon school, pon remedial.. wht is there to sae for this kind of ppl? no mood to study gotta retain or dropout.. i really got nothing to sae.. and those who gave up their study time for maple story. shldnt they be studying? but i am sad to see them go.. cos they are my friends.. one by one they are leaving 308.. sho many some more.. class last in level. no class spirit.. class no studying mood.. class not united.. guys shun away from gals. guys scold gals crazy when gals cheering during sports dae.. guys influence one another to play instead of study.. why do i care abt this freaking class and those freaking ppl who are so inconsiderate tht they talk loudly during lesson times so tht others find it hard to pay attention? why do i care abt this kinda class where there are ppl itching to get their ass outta the class during remedial and lessons tht they keep telling teacher it's time to leave and burst out of the seats once the teacher releases them? 204 is NEVER like tht and i thinkk nv will be. so why do i care?
i cant ignore tht sinking feeling i had when someone comes up to me and sae they might retain because they failed english or failed overall. because i still love 308. i spent a year with this class.. no matter how unwilling the rest of the guys are to be in this class.. we still spent a year tgt.. we might not be like last year.. where 204 has good sportswomen, good sportsmen, good actors etc.. we do have a few in our class.. our class has a lot of leaders, however.. ivan in ncc, angela in softball, jasmine in choir, yihang in dance, jason in badminton, me as sports leader, zuhui and me in careforce, nic in council.. so many of us.. great leaders.. but unable to unite the whole class tgt.. backstabbing happens all the time. this class is not a failure until we give up.. motto of 204.. but i thinkk some has already given up..
yeeyan, zuhui and i made attempts to organise another class outing over the weekend.. some cannot make it while some are just totally against the idea.. i feel like crying when i read an sms replying "no means no". shall i ask to retain to go to another class? perhaps not.. the gals have nv really given up on raising the class spirit and uniting the whole class tgt.. but the boys wont work with us.. tht's sad.. look at 309.. i miss having ppl like wahtuck and yangping in the class who can raise the class spirit.. whtever.. if they dun care anymore.. next year the gals shall be united as one. ignore the guys. gals will work towards our o lvls tgt.. help one another.. or maybe.. a smaller class next year.. a better class spirit we will have.
