last of league
heyy peeps.. yeah.. finally here to update abt something le.. past few daes nothing much.. hahas..
today woke up earli in the morning to play a crap game against bluejays can.. omgg.. i am sucha lousy pitcher.. firstly.. my balls are so damn slow.. sian.. and bluejays whacked all over the place.. thinkk they had 2 or 3 homeruns lo.. i was so damn stressed and i was avoiding EVERY ball tht is within an arm's length of mine in the pitcher's circle.. slow or fast.. just every ball.. and i dodge everytime the batter swing.. i was damn jumpy cos i scared the ball come back to me.. and for the first time.. yes.. for the first time i pitch my palms were sweaty.. yeah.. cos i was scared and nervous and everything. den thinkk by the 3rd inning i gonna break down le.. afterwhich i did lor.. when mr chng and coach told me my performance.. i was like.. yeah.. i am trying my best not to avoid the ball.. but the image of the ball right in front of the face and the next thing u noe u were on the floor is not easy to forget.. and i keep telling myself tht chances of the ball coming back to my face again is quite small.. cos the field is so big.. i wont be so suayy to get it for the second time.. but it doesnt help lorr.. i was god damn pressurised and guilty tht i left everything for xueying and eveyy to field.. in the end i really broke down..
we lost the match la.. badly.. but i managed to get on third during the match.. i didnt hit ba.. i was given a walk.. but after tht we decided to play our best against NTU.. the last game we gonna have.. i was still quite scared at first cos i gotta pitch again.. but after tht i tried to field the balls which i did.. den it's like.. ok le lorr.. my confidence came back and i dared to swing at the pitcher's ball too.. i managed to hit.. talking abt the pitcher.. i am very very very sorri tht i hit u twice when u went up to bat in the first 2 innings.. i didnt do it on purpose.. very very sorry.. this game was much much better.. even the umpire said tht we played like 2 different teams as compared to the game against bluejays.. hahas.. thanks.. and angela.. U RAWKK!! i love u man!!! nice catch at third when the pitcher batted my ball to u.. omgg.. U RAWKK!!! =D and thanks to tess who gave up gng to church just to stay to play the game so tht we dont have to walkover the match against NTU.. u rawkk too.. **muacks** hahas..
okies.. den went to have lunch at old airport road with daddy, angela, sixian, cec, eveyy, kassie and xy.. hmm.. yeah.. thanks for the rojak and tht guo tie, daddy. hahas.. and ur new car is nice.. hope we didnt stinkk it up when u gave us a lift to old airport road.. last game of the league le.. next time wont see u tht often le.. so must tagg us more often yeaa? hahas.
heyy peeps.. i just hope tht next time.. please dont listen to wht rumours there are.. it hurts to see tht u wld rather believe in the rumours than clarify matters directly with me lorr. it hurts to see u guys discussing abt something behind my back abt something untrue and yet u believe it but not coming to ask me abt it.. i hope next time u guyss will ask me instead and not discuss abt it and invent ur own story yeaa? it's unfair to me.. it's unfair to the other person whom u were creating rumours abt too.. thinkk abt it guys.. if u still treat me as a real friend.. i hope u will come and talk to me abt any probs regarding me.. thankss... i still luv da sigui familiiee.. takkaire loads! u guys rawkk my world.