waste of time
this morning went to some 88th anniversary rehearsal. thinkk it will be really sian cos i onli know chelsea there. den after tht over there got to know gary from 305 and kevin from 409. hahas. 4 of us sat together after the rehearsal which took onli like 5 to 10 mins la. sian. we played bball and stuff. waste of time la. damn it. den we went to mac after the debrief which concerns none of us at all. thanks lo. waste of my time. at least i got to make new friends. hahas.
heyy. i have something else to sae here so if u guyys. especially my juniors, thinkk it's too harsh, skip this and move on. i dont want to hear ur arguments.
i declare tht i am losing patience with my juniors.. ok.. not tht i want to make this known to the whole world tht i am losing patience with my juniors.. but i am telling u guys this cos i am pissed. real pissed off with u guys ok. and it's not like it's gng on for 1 or 2 daes. it's been gng for months. almost a year.
"when u sec 2s first joined softball we thinkk tht treating u well will gain us respect from you guys. we did. but tht was before u guys became so arrogant and narrow minded tht whenever we want to tell u guys wht u have done wrong u either shut us off like we are barking mad dogs and refuse to listen or argue ur way through and make ur seniors look stupid. u argue everything to make it seem like it's our fault. it's coach's fault. it's mr chng's fault. it's ur juniors' fault. it's everyone in the world's fault except urs. i am coming down harsh cos months of our efforts of patience and tolerance trying to correct u guys nicely dont work. hate me for all i care. cos the last thing our daddy wants to see when he leaves is tht u guys havent changed one bit.
u argue tht u guys are not showing the right attitude cos coach is coming down hard right on u.. u argue tht u dont tuck in ur shirts cos u dont see the point. u argue tht u cant catch the ball cos it's too far. u argue tht it's not ur fault when coach finds balls left outside after trainings.. i dont know wht is ur reason. maybe ur reason is tht the balls drop down from the sky cos of global warming tht the water droplets hardened into balls and drop down like hail does. i dont care. we are angry cos we dont see u trying.
we dont see u trying to show the right attitude for trainings. u guys show a play play attitude. by how? not trying to stretch for balls and arguing ur way out: cos the ball is too far!! fact is: u dont run and stretch for it. u dont put ur glove on the ground. u dont even try to correct when u are told.. cos u thinkk u are right. or it's cos of ur ego or pride. let me tell u this, guys.. u put ur pride too far above whtever pride u deserve. u deserve to be treated as our friends and equals. but ur pride wants us to treat u like national champs. u refuse to put ur pride aside and listen to us. u are arrogant. arrogant enough to show tht amount of disrespect. look at wht ur pride has landed u with.. coach is angry with u.. the seniors have given up on u.. and let me give u some news.. we can register this year's sec 1s for b division next year. since they are so talented and have the right attitude. so in case u want to sit and cry when we play next year, go on and be egoistic and stab me with a knive on monday for writing all these. if u guys dont change, i am not gng to give a damn abt u guys either.
we are giving u this last chance. u prove to us tht u are gonna change. if u have anything tht u are unhappiiee abt, come and tell us directly and stop talking abt us behind our backs so we know why u are behaving in such a wae tht makes us think u are snobs. it's not tht we are always picking on u guys. why will we want to pick on u guys when there are so many ppl in the world for us to do so? we scold u cos we care. yet all we get is some look tht says: u are pathetic. i always thought tht there will be a war between seniors and juniors. but now even coach is angry. if even coach and chng is getting fed up with u guys, there is really a prob with u tht u are refusing to face it and change it.
it's time u put ur pride aside and listen. listen and thinkk and change. if u guys still want to thinkk tht we are picking on u, i cant do anything.. be it.. and if u guys sit on the bench next year cos of ur stubborn and obstinate behaviour, i will be telling u right in the face: u deserve it."
tht's wht i have been trying to tell my juniors in the past few months in the best and nicest way i can ever thinkk of.. we put down our pride first to ask them: please change.. please... we are requesting.. or in a bad way. begging. but it's no use.. we told them in a firm manner and they thinkk we are picking on them. fine. now i am showing u wht i want to tell u.. months of frustration.. these are my words and advices. heed it or ignore it. u choose.
