it sucks
i still cant believe my ears.. it has been about three days since i heard the news.. and i still cant believe it. i dont want him to leave.. i really dont.. not after all the things tht he has done for us.. no one can ever replace him.. no one can.. not even when he saes no one is irreplaceable. no one can replace him.. 2 and a half years.. we already treat him more than just someone there to teach and guide us along.. we treated him like our dad.. he's done so much for us.. now he wanna leave? i really wanted to cry during the talk.. i wanted to just cry and ask him not to go.. but i cant. i cant cry in front of all those ppl..

whatever.. he's still gonna leave after my tears.. after our tears.. what we gonna do is to treasure the times we have now till then. i guess we needed him.. we really do.. there was one thing i wanted to tell him tht morning.. on the third sunday of june. yeah.. i told my dad.. i'm not sure whether i wanna tell him.. cos i not sure whether he really acknowledged us as his 'daughters'.. but anyway.. whether he will see this or not. i shall just post it here.. though it's belated..

"happiiee fathers' daee.. best 'daddy' to hurricanes ever"