endless.
yesterday night is the last night of cultural potpourrri le.. the performaces were better.. especially the chinese opera.. my mum and relatives loved zu lin and the CCS play... the mum and son tht one. lol. it's cool la.. i like the CCS play most. but having seen so many times we can already memorise the script le.. finally cultural potpurri ends.. it'll be another year before i see the backstage again.. and it'll be another year before the sports leader can get back together again. hahas.. next year gonna sae farewell to UCC backstage le.. hehex.. if they are selling tix.. i am bound to buy. hehex. love the performances.

now tht i am home.. hais.. nope cec.. u dun have to tell me it's onli tht. cos i noe... it's definitely not onli tht. i mean.. okies.. u will noe.. u will be aware of something tht is gng around in the whole team and it's u.. onli u.. who doesnt noe abt it. and they have no intention of telling u abt it. and then u onli find out when everyone else noes abt it. and u didnt hear from ur team mates. someone out of ur team. and when u noe abt it.. they wont include u in those conversations. how would u feel? ok.. just sae i am already aware of a few things u guys havent and i am sure u guys will never tell me. i'm not gonna sae anything. i am not gonna ask.. cos it'll be a fruitless attempt. i noe i am rather direct now.. but there's nothing i can do to hide my feelings anymore. i'm sorry if this entry hurt your feelings.. but u guys noe how hurt i am? u guys dun seem to think abt how i feel. if u guys hate me, just sae so. maybe i can get a hell outta ur life and leave u guys alone.