lost to peicai.. again
today went for SRC match.. we thought it was against AES... but it was against peicai.. we were given the wrong info. but i didnt care.. i thought we would win.. and this time.. we were close.. really close to winning.. no.. we didnt lose by 1 as usual like last year. last year we lost to them by 11 to 0 but this year we lost by 3.. 12 to 9... with extra inning too.. cos we tied.. we were thrashed last year.. and this year.. we tied.. all i have to sae is tht.. no.. peicai was nv better than us. we were abt the same. no difference.. and yet the loss was due to the lack of coinfidence. our fielding was all right.. not bad.. but needs improvement. there is ALWAYS room for improvement. but batting... we didnt even want to bat.. xueying had a three base hit.. tht's good.. i can tell tht she is the onli one who went up with the mentality to bat.. i wanted to bat too.. but standing in the batter's box made me so nervous and scared tht i didnt swing at any. tht sucks big time.. and i got strike out.. not once.. but TWICE... after i got struck out once.. i was so damn nervous.. i was so scared. the second time.. i totally broke down. i really wanted to bat.. i really did.. but somehow.. i just cant... peicai was aggressive.. they whacked my balls... not too far... but just enough to catch us off guard. i already hated peicai.. for their number 3 short stop who screamed at my pitches when they came close to her to fake tht she got hit so tht she can get walks. the thing is it didnt even hit her lo.. she sucks big time kaes. this year she didnt scream. maybe she screamed at too mani games den now she mute le. best lo. if not next time the whole field gotta wear ear plugs..

hais.. tml against AES. this time is right info.. i want to bat. i want to show tht i can.. i WILL bat.