changes
yeps.. just getting used to my contact lenses.. i thinkk i look better without glasses.. hehex.. wht do u guyys thinkk neh? hmms.. havent really played a game in my contacts yet. scared later pitch halfway drop out how? lol.
training up almost everyday le.. i wanna speed up my pitch.. which i thinkk is mission impossible cos of my tennis elbow yeaa? so i gotta change the way i release my ball.. means i thinkk no more drop ball le ppl.. i try la kaes? not tht i will get to pitch.. missed out the new town game cos i sickk. damn la.. walao.. and xueying is superb!!! way to go xueying! pitch like tht during tkgs yeaa? home ground.. not nan hua but new town.. our dear friendly neighbour. muahahas.. we won the new town match, btw... 21 to 3..
bel was telling me abt how much i changed this year.. tht dae we went back on 188... hais... okies.. yeah.. i seem more depressed.. cos i am kaes? i am so stressed over hmk.. but more stressed and depressed and scared tht i will lose my position by next year.. real scared... so wht if i get to pitch this year? i may not get to next year... i suckk.. esp the speed of my ball.. can i change an arm or something?