my comp sucks
fine.. comp spoiled again. duh.. so now still using laptop.. i keep pressing the wrong key. and then i took a long time trying to sign in to blogger. ask annabel. lol.. so recenlty my comp spoiled.. den i took it to my uncle there for servicing den somehow still cannot. oh my.. haix.. nvm la.. now can update le. but i dont feel like updating lo.. but nvm la. long time nv update le den a lot of things changed le ba.. EOY coming le.. ppl jiayouxx wor.
hmm.. nowadays dunno why keep thinking of HIM. lol.. shant sae if it is same or different person la. haha.. boo.. not telling anyone anything from now on.. so i update on blog den shall just refer to him.. lol.. so u all cant guess. wont give any clues de.. haha.. :p
ok la.. a week ago started creating blogskins mar.. a week or two le ba. kinda satisfied with the first one la.. hais.. the second one sucks, i admit.. the layout the same. it's the pictures and all tht. after EOY i shall jiayouxx abt it ba.haha.
den from tht week onwards started feeling sad and very hurt by a person lo.. some might noe is who la.. have confided my probs to them before.. i hope u wont sae right? heex.. i tell u cos i trust u mar. hmm.. ok.. shant sae wht happened lo.. but i am gng to sae a few words to the person la.. if u noe who u are den u might want to confront me lo.. but dont confront me byu asking are u referring to me? i wont answer de la. lol.. ok.. here goes:
heyy.. u noe ur attitude towards me is kinda cold and whteva u said hurts me a lot? i mean.. c'mon.. we are friends right? if u still consider me as ur fren ba.. cos nowadays ur words are really direct and u hurt me a lot leh. i think u might realise who u are right now.. perhaps u might realise at times when u comment my work in some negative comments or make some comments which hurt my feelings a lot.. i might have lost my temper and started being sacarstic. ok.. i mean.. it's all right if u dont like wht i do.. if u wanna make negative comments u can at least phrase it in another way wht. for example i ask u a simple maths question which i somehow dont understand, u will sometimes sae i really stupid eh.. tht is still ok.. den u add not like me, so clever.. tht one is joke.. i can understand.. ok.. fine.. but scolding a person too many times negatively is bad ok? i am getting really hurt by ur comments.. and sometime the way u speak also make me feel i am really extra among ur frens.. i noe tht u are straightforward.. but can u think of the consequences of ur words? if u really dont like me.. u can tell me de.. i dont like ppl betraying my friendship and trust. i have feelings too u noe. and u are making me believing tht u are hating me. so if u really noe who u are.. either u can sms confront me or u can choose to remain quiet. or better still.. treat as if nothing is happening and continue how u are behaving towards me.. tht way i will noe u hate me. besides tht.. i think u are being far too competitive. competitive against me. and tht hurts a lot.. u nv used to be like tht.
ok.. so much for tht. i gng off le.. btw.. who saw annabel's cap? NHurricanes de.. please return to her yea? dont take something tht's not urs. lol. ok. takkaire ppl and jiayouxx for exams! bye!
