national day
today is national celebration lo... haix... we lost the cheer comp and i think we deserved it... we are like totally last minute lo... we rehearsed in the waiting room lo.. the holding area. how last min can we be? stupid right? den it's like no one is singing. and then royston supposed to have solo... but viv don let.. den sing happie bdae halfway viv ask them to bow and go in... viv made those changes right on stage lo.. how can.. bad ar.. and 104 won... good job! but come to 204 must be better kay? don be like us so unenthu and last minute... three cheers to 104! did us proud... we won 2nd last year.. not bad hor? but we totally suck this year.. no time to rehearse... haix... i totally give up on this class le.. haha.. it's like i everytime say tht but i still pin a lot of hopes on our class, hope we can be like last year again... but obviously no hope le la. haix... i hope my class nxt year will be better...
hm... den after tht depressing cheer comp... we had a softball match against teachers.. ok lo.. kinda got thrashed and today my pitching sucked.. and then i kinda feel empty cos the team is kinda different... now mixed sec 1s, 2s and 3s in le... so kinda weird.. like lack a sense of belonging and trust liddat... den i pitch.. like kinda scared they hit and then the fielders nv catch... cos i dunno wht will happen without my usual team there. then it's like a lot of mistakes made and i missed 2 balls.. at least today nv hit batter la.. but i today not on form so my pitching sucked like hell and i think it sucked cos partly i kinda afraid tht the batter will hit and then we cannot field mar.. hey sec 2s hurricanes... i missed u on the field lo.. den when i walked mr see i was like omigod.. can i haf my team back? i so scared i will walk another one lo. guess i haf to get used to them ba.. but xueying did well pitching from the 3rd inning onwards lo... and i think i nxt year not playing so i dont have to worry abt this thingy la... it's like.. i suck in fielding lo... i cant throw well... cant field well... can onli pitch.. and my batting sucked lo... so if xueying pitched den i no need to play le cos other positions got other ppl play le mar.. but i will still continue training on my pitch la... haha.. jus in case coach changes her mind and i want to pitch better no matter i am playing nxt year or not... it's like i got this motivation after the match against TKGS lo.. haha..
den we went to formosa for lunch after the 2nd loss of the day.. haha.. den on the way back see something we shldnt la.. softballers who went shall noe la.. i am not gonna tell cos i think this shld be kept as a secret lo... haha.. hmm... den my uncle went to take my CPU away for servicing.. so i am now using this laptop.. laptops suck. haha... ok.. i gtg le... first time i onli came online for 45mins cos i not used to laptops... my mum is not at home.. so i connected this secretly.. haha.. it took me 2mins to set this up eh.. not bad hor? haha.. byes.
