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ok. we lost to peicai. out of 2 matches we won 1. ok. i suck. i suck at pitching. i suck at batting. i suck when i'm with friends. everyone including my family is ignoring me. i hate myself. i totally suck. we lost. 7 to 4 to peicai. this sucks. we lost them 11 to 0 tht time. the screaming gal didnt scream today cos the ball didnt go near her. she dare. the next time i pitch into her mouth. she open her mouth to scream the ball hit her den all her teeth drop off. curse her. the coach sucky. dunno the sb rules issit? everything want to argue. better off dead. but i am no better myself. for the first time in all my matches, i got a swinging strikeout. ok... for the first time ever since i joined softball, i suck at batting. then i pitch. went quite well at first. then last inning give all balls. ok ppl. i am suck at pitching too. i dont even haf the stamina, i dont even haf the potential. xueying has it.. go for it, xueying. i hate myself. i scolded xueying to field properly cos i was frustrated when she missed the ball. i shouldnt haf. i made her cry. i am so sorry xueying. i totally suck. i suck. i suck. i suck. no wonder everyone's ignoring me. i am better off dead.